deep in my throat

I bite my tongue until my blood flows deep in my throat

wishing that my screams could fly to your heart

but I don't want to cry

I don't want to cry

I won't cry

wanna live with you day by day

night after night

I fall asleep twisting myself alone in my bed

hoping

to dream of you

to dream of you

I need your arms crushing me

sharing our souls in a climax

but some dark nightmares awake me

leaving me alone in my so cold sheets

and when I finally wake up 

you are here

next to me

so hot and so gentle

so proud and so vulnerable

so human

my man